Its hard to let go of thngs u love ...

there are certain thngs that are there 4 u w.e u need dem ... family , food , tv , dvd's , comp and ah yess .... friends ...

u readers out der mite be wonderin y dat came @ d end ... well ther;s reasons for all ...

for many frnds come b4 family .. well if dats really true ... they are very lucki ... there are many thngs in life one attaches itself 2 and finaly ... they have 2 let it go someday or d oder ... mistakes realised sooner , the better ...

my frnds ... my once considered assets .... are now ... < i m outa words > ... thngs change ... and wen dey do its radical and its so quik dat u cant even ammend it no more ... well thz life ...

the ppl who were very close 2 me .... drifted far apart ... in a land i dun thnk i can ever reach ... 2 years in isolation changed most of their perspective 2wards me .... im openly sayin dat leavin 2-3 guys ... the rests turned out 2 b juz ppl in d crowd ... guys whom i considered my "bestest" frnds ... were in fact bastards 2 say d least ... it upsets u .... it kills u ... but that my frnd is d harsh reality of life ... findin a guy whose alwz der wid u .... is nowadaz impossible .... rest assured ...

so thnk again ... are ur frnds truly ur frnds >?

do they help u wen u really need dem ..

do dey alwz stand up 4 u ...

do they love u so much so as 2 devote some of their precios tme 2 u ...

do they keep in touch wid u .. not onli 2 get favors done ?

well .... ask urself and find d true amount of frnds u gt ....

if this kills u ppl ...

dun blame me

nuthin 2 do

lifes becomin a drag lately

no freakin funny stuff goin on

i m majorly pissed

btw whom am i postin dese 4

does ny1 bother readin it also

gives me self pleasure thgh

In The End

(It starts with)
One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal
Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on / but didn’t even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I tried
so hard

And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing / I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind / I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so (far)
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
You kept everything inside and even though I tried / it all fell apart
What it meant to me / will eventually / be a memory / of a time when I
I tried so hard

And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter

I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I’ve put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn’t even matter